Obviously Christmas Day comes every year, if you celebrate it, and I enjoy winter immensely and Christmas has always been my favourite holiday. I am extremely lucky and grateful for everything I receive, and this year I absolutely loved everything I received. But I am writing this at 23:52 on Christmas Day 2017 and I feel sad. How can I feel sad with everything I got? A huge part of us all was missing this Christmas, our go to gal and umber one, granny. Even though last Christmas she was not very well her presence there made it all normally perfect. Its hard sitting at the table and complimenting the chief on her/his excellent work knowing there is a seat empty that she should be at, knowing that we should all be having less but instead we get more off her plate. Its hard to open presents knowing there is none from her or for her. Its hard to play charades without her shouting stupid answers, hard to do a tumble on the ground with out her here to read my mind and tell me that I am doing Mission Impossible.
So that’s why I am sad this Christmas, and its ok to be sad at Christmas. Its made to be such a jolly happy holiday yet without that one person that happy holiday can be flipped upside-down, into a lonely Christmas with everyone around you.
Nevertheless I hope everyone, whom celebrated, had an amazing Christmas and I hope everyone enjoys new years’.